dear mom

dear mom..
i will turn 20 on this july..

thats mean its been 20 year that u have raise me well..

i know i maight not be the son that u always want me to be..

but u always treated me with the love and care u always do..

and for that i appreciate it so much..
mom..

i know its been rough for u to raised me without a father or a husband by you side..

and i know u sacrified soo much on your life on giving me the thing i want..
u are a strong woman that embraced all the difficulty to raise and educate your son..
by hearing your story back when u are in a problem with dad,

i feel like going on a rampage..but the truth is i cant because that problem is between u and dad..

and what ever that is,he's still my dad..his blood runs in me..
so as u mom..

i can's stand our relative especially that old fart your second brother..
he's been taking advantage toward us since i wasn't born yet..
he keep asking you for money,making u looks like a maid..WTF..
i swear i gonna beat the living hell of that old crap someday..

mom..i know u are a kind hearted women,but u should let people take advantage on u..
u always say its ok to help.they are our relative..but know look on how they treated us..
especially some of you brother..uhh..i wish that i would never had one of them as my uncle..

such a selfish fucker.only thinking of themselves..only be nice to us if we are wealthy..
but when we asked for help during this time,they all turn their head back..

dear mom..
if wouldn't for u i  wouldn't be born and see the light..
thank mom..
i love u..